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Havent...

Heard from Joey since last night.  Things have been bad. Unlucky bad. And mental state bad. So not hearing from him is legit freaking me out and I'm scared.  I have been so unlucky lately.  Ugh.

I think I assumed....

I would "fall in love". Not FALL IN LOVE. I thought I would keep getting attatched to people who never really cared about me even when I dumped my heart into them. I guess I feel pretty unlovable. But god damn it, I am in love. In a way I never thought possible.  By being 100% me all the time. I am so excited to see where our adventures will take us. I'm so excited to finally have actual support.  I'm excited to have a partner in crime who always keeps me smiling. I didn't think it was possible.  But I love to be wrong about somethings.