What are you supposed to do when you are burned out by literally everything? I am so tired of being treated like garbage. Used and abused and thrown away when the time seems right for them. I cannot keep doing this. This situation is messy, I don't get paid on time, or even enough. I don't fit in literally anywhere so I just feel like I cannot find a job. It is always something. And it's such a slap in the face when you don't get hired and see that they are hiring just a few months later. I guess I am not good enough. I just want a decent car, a safe home, and to be able to feel secure and safe and stop panicking about my life always being in tangles. FUCK