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Sometimes things are good.

I'm not too tired today. But I got a big coffee and I'm working on a Saturday. So not ideal but im going to try to make today a good day.
The boy always wanted to go to fun spot. So that's where we are going today.
I just want to be fun. And try to remind him why he is with me.
Plus I think they have The Addams Family pinball, so that's fun.
But I'm just kind of upset.
Because I poured my heart out to a therapist and then I was told there is a conflict of interest.
But it's so hard. Because I'm in this alone.
The boy doesn't know how to help me. And that sucks. I don't know how to help me.

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