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I'm a kind of jealous person.

But in like a weird way.
I get jealous when I get left out of things.
When other people get all chatty with each other but not me.
I dream about it. I dream about people ignoring me because I have something wrong with me.
But I don't want to fucking go to therapy anymore.
I need to find a psychiatrist or something to really get down to the real issues.
Not tell me that my brain muscle is shit because I'm too negative.
Maybe I'm not negative, maybe my life just sucks and people don't want to give me  a chance.
Because even people who have reached out to me, haven't really paid attention to me and that just proves my point.

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