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It's so silly.

Why am I not attractive to the boy,
No matter what I do.
I try so hard and I'm still not good enough.
That switch doesn't just shut off.
I'll never be beautiful or cute.
But he will still attempt to sleep with me even though I'm pretty sure he is just desparate.
When I need you to make me feel like this whole thing is worth it, you don't care.
Someone needs to talk to you and you need to open up. So maybe you can figure out why you got so cold.
You don't have to be your parents, you can be so much better. We can be "happy", loving, caring and supportive to each other.
It's just so hard when the guy you wanted to marry one day just stops loving you because your brain is messed up.
It's not fair.

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