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More reflection on yesterday.

I sage'd my room, my bed, my crystals, and my self.
I started reading one of the books but I don't have he attention span.
It's so hard.
But I made my little grounding pouch.
I have Citrine, Hematite, Quartz, and Moonstone.
I was told I was a Moon Goddess and my energy is crazy strong.
That I have a spirit guide who is a moon goddess waiting to get into contact with me.
And I don't know how to do it.
I don't know if I believe enough. I don't know if I feel enough.
While she was working on my chakras I actually felt pressure, and heat, and a lump in my throat.
I don't know how.
I want to become this spiritual being with meaning. I really do.
And I hope it will help change things in my future.
By cleaning the negativity and getting my faith in order.
Maybe then I can finally find some sort of peace and change things.

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