Emotion

It's hard when you feel everything
I feel the leaves falling
the weather changing
the dog barking or the little kid in the store crying for a new toy
I cannot explain it, like you can't explain  why you like a certain food
Imagine for a second
Being able to feel everyone's emotions and your own at the same time
Imagine if the one person that should accept you when your world is crumbling down around did not, or did no't know how
Imagine that my world was everyone's world and I do not know how to make it so I will not have the weight of the world on my shoulders
I have a hard time appreciating things until they are gone
Is it too much to ask for a future; in a world where you are afraid you could not deal with all the noise
In my world, in all worlds
I need some support 
It is just impossible to try and explain
And I feel as though I should not have to make an excuse
But it's also impossible to explain why I feel invalidated all the time
Because no one ever tells me I'm doing a good job or that they actually need me, like I really have value
Nothing is worse than feeling replaceable
But it's so hard to explain how to feel to someone when you don't know how to feel just for yourself
All I need is support and a chance.