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I keep telling myself....

You can't fix things.
You can't change things when they aren't yours to change.
You can't take responsibility for things that are out of control.
You are going on vacation in 9 days and you get to get away from all the bullshit problems you can't fix even though they affect everything that I do.

I'm just so stressed out all the time because its my responsibility to fix things, and no one lets me.
No one listens to me.
And most of all no one really fixes the problems.

They just linger there like a decoration left out from a few holidays ago but you decide to just leave it up because you can.
I don't understand why this is such a problem.

I will never understand.
I just don't know how I can make it to my vacation, if a hurricane doesn't ruin it anyway....

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