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It's so sad...

When I work over 40 hours a week.
I never know when I will be able to leave.
I never know what time I will be getting out.
It's always a guessing game.
I know it's not a lot working 45+ hours a week and never knowing how much longer it will be.
All this overtime and what do I have to show for it?
Everyone makes so much more money than me.
How am I supposed to live like that?
How am I supposed to make a living if I can't live because I feel like I'm always at work or preparing to be.
I watch the boy work the same shifts every week, get paid well and be fairly happy.
And here I am.
Working my ass off, day after day, losing every bit of sanity I have left.

So I guess this is growing up.

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