Small.

I feel like I am going to crumple into myself.
I feel like there is a gigantic boulder on top of me.
My knees are shaking, my stomach is aching and I'm not strong enough to hold up this boulder.
I don't have any strength left.
I feel myself shrinking and feeling like less and less every minute.
What else can I do?
Nothing is ever enough.
I try to be honest and that's never what people want to hear.
Every time I try to please someone I end up failing miserably...
I don't know what anyone wants from me.
I'm shrinking every minute and every second..
I don't know what I have left to do and try.
Because I've done all I can and my hands are getting heavy with the weight that I fear I'm just letting it fall on me.
I'm letting the pressure just crush me and kill me.
I'm just going to let go. Because I can't hold this anymore...