Why.

I had a good vacation.
I walked, and didn't rest much.
And waited in a lot of lines in the rain but I had fun.
And then I come home and everything falls back into the shitty place it's been.
I am never appreciated and expected to do so much.
How is it that everyone else can do what they want when they want and get away with murder and the second I sneeze I get shit for it.
This is insane.
I can't do this. I can't keep this up. I am only one person.
I don't know what else to do.
Keep a job that gives me insurance and food.
Or go somewhere else and still be miserable.
I know I'm always upset but give me a reason not to be?
I'm so done.