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Everyone is so expectant.

I am mean.
I know this.
I tell people like it is.
I don't consider myself negative, I consider myself realistic.
If you ask me if the glass is half empty or half full, I will ask you what is in the glass. I think there are excuses to change my answer.
I don't want to sugar coat anything and that get's me into trouble.
I'm sorry I'm not like everyone else.

And I will never be.
I can never ever tell people what they want to hear because I don't know what anyone wants to hear. 
I can't read anyone lately because someone is always hot an bothered about something.
I know I will never fit in with anyone. I will never really have a group of friends.
I will just be myself here alone with the occasional visitor that has more negative things than good. 

I'm just here.

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