I don't talk about it much.

I mostly talk about my garbage mental state.
But I don't talk about my body.
How I know it's getting older.
And how I know I can't get more fit because my body won't allow me too.
My elbows constantly hurt. Just dull aching pain.
My wrists always feel the same.
My ankles feel constantly strained.
Which then shoots up into my shins and knees.
My knees pop and crack. And they have now been cracking whenever I go down stairs. And it's just making things more painful when I walk, sit or stand.
I constantly have awful heartburn.
Nausea, stomach aches.
These stomach aches keep popping up over anything.
My back, my shoulders.
Everything hurts.
I have headaches every day.
But you don't hear me say much.
Because it's not going to matter. It's just another excuse.
It made the gym so difficult.
It makes my job, my life, my hobbies everything. Just so painful.
But I won't say too much. And I will keep doing things even though I know I shouldn't.