I mean I am never home.
Whether it is my intention or not.
Between Rocky, work, practice and general getting things done I'm never home.
I haven't had a free Saturday in a month.
I've been working 9-10 hour days even when not asked because there is so much work to do.
It's not fair.
And if I say no to overtime, it's a double edged sword because that makes it seem like I don't want to work.
But I need a fucking break.
Even yesterday, I felt like death so I called out. I still ran around like a maniac trying to get clearance Halloween stuff.
And I know I didn't have too but there was a few things that I know I would need.
Rocky is like my child, it keeps me going.
I have fun, I don't think about anything else when I'm on that stage and I always find a little release when I'm on stage.
But I'm so sick of having to over work myself because we are understaffed, weather, or holidays.
Don't bother giving us the days off if we will have to over work ourselves to make up for it.
It's just not fair.
I'm so tired.
I never see my family.
I never see the boy, only for dinner and if we have a few hours to catch up on TV shows.
I miss cooking breakfast and lounging around.
I hate this.
Whether it is my intention or not.
Between Rocky, work, practice and general getting things done I'm never home.
I haven't had a free Saturday in a month.
I've been working 9-10 hour days even when not asked because there is so much work to do.
It's not fair.
And if I say no to overtime, it's a double edged sword because that makes it seem like I don't want to work.
But I need a fucking break.
Even yesterday, I felt like death so I called out. I still ran around like a maniac trying to get clearance Halloween stuff.
And I know I didn't have too but there was a few things that I know I would need.
Rocky is like my child, it keeps me going.
I have fun, I don't think about anything else when I'm on that stage and I always find a little release when I'm on stage.
But I'm so sick of having to over work myself because we are understaffed, weather, or holidays.
Don't bother giving us the days off if we will have to over work ourselves to make up for it.
It's just not fair.
I'm so tired.
I never see my family.
I never see the boy, only for dinner and if we have a few hours to catch up on TV shows.
I miss cooking breakfast and lounging around.
I hate this.
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