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Nothing gets better.

Ever.
It's always the same shit at a different time.
I want to find a new therapist but I also want to give up. I can't do this. I can't keep this up everyday...
The ups and downs and up and downs are killing me.
My job is making me feel like I'm not enough and I don't know what to do.
Everyone is just so nasty and hateful.
I can't do anything right.

I just wish I was dead. I wish someone would just run me off the road and kill me. Maybe if this keeps up I will grow the courage to find a way to just make it all stop.

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