Was hit twice by her (ex) Boyfriend.
What a fucking coward.
I was a stand in therapist for him when he was struggling.
He broke her in half. He broke her trust and everyone else's.
I tried so hard to help them.
I should have know.
God damn I should have known. I could have prevented this.
I could have let her break up with him after he broke her trust.
I didn't think it was a HUGE deal because I'm that kind of understanding person.
We tried to fix someone that wasn't broke.
They were DESTROYED.
Being broken means it can be fixed.
The only way people like that can be fixed well, use your imagination.
But I get to see him today. I feel like I am VIBRATING with energy.
I feel like I have butterflies, like you get when you are driving to the theme park or the water park. Like when you are both excited and nervous.
Because part of me wants to ask him why.
The other half of me knows he will laugh or lie.
And will want to punch him in the mouth.
What a fucking coward.
I was a stand in therapist for him when he was struggling.
He broke her in half. He broke her trust and everyone else's.
I tried so hard to help them.
I should have know.
God damn I should have known. I could have prevented this.
I could have let her break up with him after he broke her trust.
I didn't think it was a HUGE deal because I'm that kind of understanding person.
We tried to fix someone that wasn't broke.
They were DESTROYED.
Being broken means it can be fixed.
The only way people like that can be fixed well, use your imagination.
But I get to see him today. I feel like I am VIBRATING with energy.
I feel like I have butterflies, like you get when you are driving to the theme park or the water park. Like when you are both excited and nervous.
Because part of me wants to ask him why.
The other half of me knows he will laugh or lie.
And will want to punch him in the mouth.
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