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I was mentally preparing....

For therapy today and then realized it is next week.
A year ago I was told to go to an out patient program and I declined because I was afraid of going broke.
Now I am angry at myself because I could have taken TDI and done something.
Now here I am trapped.
I feel like I don't belong. I don't fit in.
I don't watch what other people watch.
I don't go out and drink and party.
I don't care if someone misgenders me (anymore).
I don't care about facebook, or drama.
I care about all the awful things that are happening in the country but I want to put it out of site and out of mind.
Now I am trapped inside a stubborn mind that doesn't want to change or doesn't think it is possible to change.
GREATO

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