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Outpatient...

I've danced around it for awhile.
Is it going to help?
Can I do TDI so I don't miss out on pay?
What do I lose or gain from that.
Is it worth it or am I just still going to be a depressed stubborn piece of shit with no meaning?
No purpose.
No point.
Everyone is selfish for wanting to keep me here, wasting money and dealing with bullshit that is always beyond my control.
I don't even want to call.
Or go.
I just want to sleep forever.
The few things I was looking forward too this year have been ruined.
So what is the point?

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