I am being pulled in every direction.
I am being asked to be so many things.
I don't know if I can be any of those things.
I don't know if I want to be.
I don't know if I would be happy with any choice. Or if I should just leave like I always do.
I'm good at running away and starting over.
But I don't want to do that.
I'm broke, rent is coming up and I have a bunch of bills that are late or due.
I signed up for that Wag crap and wasted $25 on nothing.
Because there are no dogs around me that are to be walked after 10am.
WHY.
I need more money. I am not spending nearly as much as I used too.
So this makes it extra hard.
Because no matter what I do or how hard I work I still am broke.
I still feel invalid because I don't make enough.
I am being asked to be so many things.
I don't know if I can be any of those things.
I don't know if I want to be.
I don't know if I would be happy with any choice. Or if I should just leave like I always do.
I'm good at running away and starting over.
But I don't want to do that.
I'm broke, rent is coming up and I have a bunch of bills that are late or due.
I signed up for that Wag crap and wasted $25 on nothing.
Because there are no dogs around me that are to be walked after 10am.
WHY.
I need more money. I am not spending nearly as much as I used too.
So this makes it extra hard.
Because no matter what I do or how hard I work I still am broke.
I still feel invalid because I don't make enough.
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