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Some things never change....

Is it because I am a little nurotic?
Is it because I ask too many questions?
Is it because I am shy/ not overtly friendly until I get to know someone?
Is it because of my Anxiety? My Depression?
Is it because I get angry when people don't do things right?
Is it because I cry when I get upset?
Is it because I am me, and you really don't like me?

What is the point of me working on anything when I clearly don't have a future?
There is NOTHING for me.
People who pretend to care when I get sad.
People who feel guilty when I am sad.
People who take pity and feel bad for me?
A person who doesn't talk to me so I have no clue what his plans are in regards to us because I certainly feel like I don't have a say in the matter.

How much more playing pretend am I going to have to do until I get sick of it.
Because I am already getting pretty sick of it.

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