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Keep yourself busy....

That is all I have been doing.
All the while really coming to terms with my own mortality and monotony of day to day life.
I'm bored and over worked and busy all at the same time.
How is that possible.
So many things, so little time.
I just keep eating and smoking. I don't even know if I want to be high or just need the oral fixation...
I don't know anything any more.

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