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It's been awhile

I don't have much time for anything these days.
I feel like I am just filling my time up so I won't be bored.
I don't want to keep getting left alone with my own head.
I feel so emotionally exhausted and I don't know anymore.
I just want to sleep until it gets warm out.
So then I can continue to figure out what the fuck to do with myself and my life.
To figure out why all these broken people find me.
Why I dream about places I've never seen.
To figure out no matter where I go and what I do, I will always be taken advantage of.
But instead, I will continue to wait and try to fill my time with nonsense so I don't have to think about anything important.

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