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And today is off to a fucking stellar start.

I am just sitting here ruminating.
I am just sitting here turning into a block of ice.
That will proceed to melt into a puddle at some point today.
It's only 7:50 and I already wish I was dead and anywhere else but here.
We aren't getting that apartment.
We aren't going to find a good one for a good price.
I can't find anything period.
I'm not getting rid of Nat.
I'm just don't even want to look anymore.
I feel like I just keep failing.
And then now I'm getting offered a new role I have to apply for.

FUCK.
I DON'T WANT TO DO ANY OF THIS

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