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Its amazing to know you are alone and then genuinely feel alone.

I just don't understand why people don't go out of the way for me.
Because I am a bitch?
Because I tell it like it is?
But then you are all okay with people who play pretend all the time?
Making up stories and untrue events?
People that MAKE THEIR OWN ISSUES.
In yet here I am trying to work my ass off to get somewhere in life and everyone is still above me.
Still doing all these things, making all these friendships and I just sit here with the only other friend I have, that suffers the same bullshit I do.
I am so frustrated that I looked on facebook. FOMO is everywhere.
But I guess it isn't fear of missing out. It is just genuinely missing out all the time.
I feel so fucking alienated all the time.

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