Can forgive, will never forget A web of lies disguised as a friend Disguised as support All for selfish gain A coward, a weakling together at last Fall for the lies that I did all this time It isn't real, I have lived this story Spent so much time look for someone that was never really there And now it is my time to find that special person who reminds me while I am still alive It's hard because I am not used to not wanting to die But here I am trying to survive I think I finally deserve something else in life