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Can forgive, will never forget
A web of lies disguised as a friend
Disguised as support
All for selfish gain
A coward, a weakling together at last
Fall for the lies that I did all this time
It isn't real, I have lived this story
Spent so much time look for someone that was never really there
And now it is my time to find that special person who reminds me while I am still alive
It's hard because I am not used to not wanting to die
But here I am trying to survive
I think I finally deserve something else in life

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