It's like...

Watching a car you know that is driving too recklessly hit the median.
Or the car speeding getting pulled over.
Watching a kid be obnoxious and then getting injured from falling or something.
When the impatient person cuts in front of you in the grocery store and you make it out before them.
You just can't stop laughing or smiling seeing people get what they deserve.
Lately I'm not so sure how sure I am about somethings...
But I know for sure more than anything, I am getting what I deserve.
It may be temporary. But damn it I hope it isn't.
When things go so unexpectedly, when something that you didn't think was going to happen just makes things so different.
When you are going in with low expectations and not only do they blow your previous expectations out of the water but it just feels so natural it's almost scary.

Life is so short and I have spent far too long being sad girl ™. I spent so long being suppressed me, and panicking I was never enough. For a hungry ghost that will never be satisfied really.
I am trying to make good strides for once in my life. And I could have done it all along. But I am not scared anymore and I will not be held back anymore.
And I hope this little thing is no little thing.