Like a fucking culture shock it keeps hitting me as I sit here alone.
If I deserved all this wondrous stuff everyone keeps talking about, where is it?
"Real love is hard to come by. So you learn to cope without it." Friends, family, significant others, You always have to learn to cope with it.
That's all you can do.
That and try not to cry like a little bitch because you are a lonely sad sack of garbage that manages to have people drooling all over you.
And it's never anyone I would want.
EVER.
I just am not attracted to them and can't help it.
I just want to be special to someone again....
Why is that so much to ask for?
If I deserved all this wondrous stuff everyone keeps talking about, where is it?
"Real love is hard to come by. So you learn to cope without it." Friends, family, significant others, You always have to learn to cope with it.
That's all you can do.
That and try not to cry like a little bitch because you are a lonely sad sack of garbage that manages to have people drooling all over you.
And it's never anyone I would want.
EVER.
I just am not attracted to them and can't help it.
I just want to be special to someone again....
Why is that so much to ask for?
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