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What do you do when...

You want all the attention?
Like if I'm not being texted I feel like I don't matter.
Why is this? What can I do to not feel like this?
I really like this guy. But this whole not texting me back thing is a little weird.
I know I'm paranoid.
I know I'm neurotic.
But I just want certainty for once. Hell I don't even know if I will be able to stay in this apartment.
No roommate, no way.
I want to tell myself it's going to be fine, but I am lonely, scared and anxious. I feel like I have lost control and I have no constant in my life.
I don't want to move again.
I don't want to be scared.
I don't want to be anxious.
I don't want to be alone.

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