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After all of this...

After everything he has taken from me.
Because I was "mean" when HE never talked. Face to face, notebooks you name it. Any time there was a problem he would talk to another girl. EVERY TIME.
And they NEVER bit back because he was taken.
But some people have absolutely no respect or regard for any one but themselves.
And then they tell you they aren't interested any more and that he is a COWARD. And you talk to me, every day acting like we are on okay terms.
And then I notice you haven't stopped talking to him.
And I ask him " So does this mean we are broken up?" and he asked "Can I give you a hug".
ARE YOU KIDDING ME.
Now this. You take my cat. We raised her. But you don't deserve her.
You never once talked to me about anything ever. Only when it came out in an argument.
Your mother KILLED Natasha's sister by closing her in a door. Petey and Jasper go outside and come back with ticks on them.
As does dog. Buster has ear mites again, you know the thing that gave her a hematoma in the first place?
He has 3 cats and a dog to love him.
Now Everett is alone with me and no one else.
I don't get it.
I don't understand, I don't deserve this.
The police said she was his because his mom brought them home.
WHAT. SHE DIDN'T WANT THEM.
She said we weren't keeping them.
What kind of sociopathic monster is he.
Everett is going to be so lonely.
He came from a hoarder home,  and now he is alone.
And so am I. For fucking ever.
I can't even get someone to come over my house.
I just want someone to hold me.
Hell even my mom came in crying and hugged me.
She hasn't done that since I can't even remember....
I want her back. This house is so fucking empty I am driving myself mad.

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