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Inebriate

Inebriate
Numb
Forget the feelings
They are gone
Disappointment
Just annoying
Wish I could fast forward
This is dumb
Fucking dumb
Like a nightmare I can't wake up from
I'm so cold, so alone
This house once was my home
Restart
Time to restart
Feeling strong
Feelings strong
There is hope
Hope for another
A chance,
A real chance of 
Feeling so special
It's only fair
Don't I deserve it?
It's really easy to see
It's worth it





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