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I am starting to wonder...

If my separation wasn't just soley based on my PIP.
It was also based on the idea of downsizing and ensuring they don't have to pay someone to keep them accountable.
And realistically, historically I don't really quit.
I wait till things quit on me.
But I usually always have a back up plan.
Except now.
And I feel like I am just on my back floating in open water.
Vulnerable.
Scared.
Unfamiliar.
Unnoticed.
Abandoned.
Alone.
And all I can do is float and splash around until I find land, or a ship, or something or something eats me.

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