It's like my life has just slowly fallen apart.
Like threads unraveling.
Everything that I knew.
Everything that was familiar.
It's all gone.
in 6 months my life has changed so drastically.
And I feel like I am being pushed on a swing and I can't get off.
Someone is spinning me in the tea cups and I feel so queasy.
I just want to be able to grab on to something.
And part of me knows, I would have probably not done this for myself.
I would have probably kept myself in this position because I don't want to quit.
Because I fear and loath being called a quitter or being called lazy.
But now I have to build everything back up from scratch and I'm completely alone.
And it's really fucking scary.
Like threads unraveling.
Everything that I knew.
Everything that was familiar.
It's all gone.
in 6 months my life has changed so drastically.
And I feel like I am being pushed on a swing and I can't get off.
Someone is spinning me in the tea cups and I feel so queasy.
I just want to be able to grab on to something.
And part of me knows, I would have probably not done this for myself.
I would have probably kept myself in this position because I don't want to quit.
Because I fear and loath being called a quitter or being called lazy.
But now I have to build everything back up from scratch and I'm completely alone.
And it's really fucking scary.
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