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It's weird having been in such a long relationship.

And now I am with someone who hasn't been in serious relationships. 

And I feel this weird pressure to be independent because I don't want to be needy.

But at the same time I feel like this person entered my life and my only regret is not meeting him sooner.

But I am needy damnit. Sometimes I really like the clingyness.

And maybe that's from feeling like I was dead all those years.

But I already want to share every aspect of my life with this person but fear I will come on too strong.

And I really don't want to lose someone as incredible as this

Plus Everett heckin loves him so like... How could I not feel like I want to spend every moment with him?

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