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I try to not...

 "NEED" anyone.

I try to not rely on anyone else or really need to ask anyone for anything. 

It's even harder for me to reach out to people because basically I feel like all my "friends" live in this bullshit world that I refuse to live in because I'm too jaded. 

But god damn. Having 3 people reach out to me doesn't help anyway. Because all everyone does is brag about everything or they expect you to wallow in their pitty and I am only there for convenience. 

It's hard to feel anything when everyone around you has it so good. Even if it's just on the surface.

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