The more people....

That come out trans,

The more distanced I feel from gender.

I have never felt like a girl. 

Or a boy.

I played with cars and bikes with my cousins and Barbies with my sister.

As a teenager I got so angry when people would mistake me for a male.

But then at the same I would get hit on and treated differently because I am whatever this "female" thing that I have just been riding in my whole life. 

I don't want to be either.

I don't feel like pronouns suit me.

Hell, I can't get people to spell/say my name correctly.

I just want to be Adrianna.