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Time just moves

So quickly.
But also so slowly. 
I feel like I have too much time and not enough time all at the same time. 
I spend all my days just waiting. 
Waiting for something to happen.
Waiting for a show, a movie.
Waiting for something to load.
Waiting for a package. 
All I feel like I do is wait.
And then as soon as it gets here, it's all over. 
The excitement, the intrigue is all over. 
Then I am just left. Waiting. 
Today I am going to be waiting to walk Nellie, where she will drag me through the snow at a whopping 2 MPH because she is older than dirt. 
Then I am taking my mom to BJ's and I am not excited. 
But then tomorrow, I have nothing to do. 
Just a Nellie walk at night like usual. 
So that is gonna be nice. 
Maybe....

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