IAmAdrianna

I bought a new(er) car. And they didn't have the title so I couldn't drive it home.. 115 miles there on my old car. 115 to get back. AND THEN 230 in the new car when I come back to get the windows done... Is this a fucking joke. How do you take money from me, buy my car for WAY LESS than it's worth, and then send me on my way with this fucking curse. So basically I am screwed if I don't have this thing by Tuesday... Cool. Rad. Lookit what staying positve got me.  I wanted to be able to look back and laugh but I think I am just gonna cry for now.

Was a mistake.  I wish I could find something just like 5:30 or 6 to 10 or 11. Midnight if I could get home under 20 minutes.  But this 40 minute crap with no help sucks. My body is physically going to break down eben more if I keep this up. My elbow is in so much pain. I got a calf spasm this morning at 6:30.  I Drank 2 bottles of water yesterday...  That hasn't happened since I lived with the sociopath. And then not getting any tips yesterday was a huge slap in the face. I feel bad for the manager but I can't. a 40 minute drive for a $300 biweekly with  NO direct deposit? No thanks. I can manifest all the positivity I want. But if life keeps throwing all this shit at me, I don't know that is expected from a realist who gets screwed and forgotten about all the time.

Who even wants to write anyway.