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Starting this second job...

Was a mistake. 
I wish I could find something just like 5:30 or 6 to 10 or 11.
Midnight if I could get home under 20 minutes. 
But this 40 minute crap with no help sucks.
My body is physically going to break down eben more if I keep this up.
My elbow is in so much pain.
I got a calf spasm this morning at 6:30. 
I Drank 2 bottles of water yesterday... 
That hasn't happened since I lived with the sociopath.
And then not getting any tips yesterday was a huge slap in the face.
I feel bad for the manager but I can't. a 40 minute drive for a $300 biweekly with  NO direct deposit?
No thanks.

I can manifest all the positivity I want.
But if life keeps throwing all this shit at me, I don't know that is expected from a realist who gets screwed and forgotten about all the time.

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