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Don't.

Tell me my "intrusive thoughts are what are making me feel this way" spare me the bull...
If thinking positively made anything better maybe I would fall for it.
I saged myself & thought positively for days & guess who STILL doesn't have their car...
Guess who still has to deal with this stupid ass second job.
Who is going to have to find another second job that will work with finding out when the family may need me last minute.
I'm tired. I don't sleep more than 3 hours a night.
I am hungry but have no appetite.
I want to own a house or a better car. 
I am so tired.

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